It's been awhile.

I swear, I need to detach my phone from my hand.

Constantly checking for text messages, or any communication. Let it go, Michael. Seriously.

Another saturday night just vanished. At least my guitars got a bit of action. Maybe the rain was the main culprit. It's odd...I don't expect to be first on someone's mind, but wow, to not be contacted to hang out. That just plain sucks, man.

One friend read a twitter post and was cool enough to invite me out with her family to chill - I was very appreciative, but I wanted to let loose a bit, and not think about just things that constantly race through my head. Come to think of it, perhaps being alone tonight - like every night seemingly - it just the norm, and I shouldn't be so unforgiving of it.

Meh.

Monday, I fly out with my Domi to Florida for the holidays. Excited for him to spend time with his Grandparents...should be fun, relaxing, but stressful in a way. I'll be wondering what I will be coming back to in California.

I'll get better at updating this thing, especially with upcoming recording in January.

Ciao. or Tchau. Whatever.

End Transmission.